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Drafts

Something that never changed, everytime when I draw I feel better. It’s another way of communication, you know, a picture says a thousand words.

It’s the same with music. If you listen to a song, your mind is exploding with nearly all kind of emotions – in one second!

This is why I love art. It’s all about love.

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I’m moving, finally my own apartment in Dusseldorf!

Can’t believe it! I’m 22 years young, and this is my first own apartment! Wahooo, this makes me excited!

Well then.. I’ve a lot of things to do. University stuff, but honestly not that much, work (oh yeah need to work a lot because I want pretty furnitures!) and family stuff.

I’m already in my apartment but I need a bed, cupboard and a couch of course. I’ll make some photos after finishing my room :)

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You’re crazy for me, so stop being cruel, because even I don’t deserve it.

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Do you know what the hardest thing ever is? Being so close to someone, but too wide as well. Both in the same time. It’s life-destructive. And you’re keep smiling, because you’re too pretty when you cry.

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Place of memories, this inspired me.

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after studying, I needed a break, in the sun, and this amazing drink was my company.

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Stahlwerk Dusseldorf

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Housewife problems, well..

 

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Back to the roots. Or.. it’s more like a new beginning.

I’m feeling lost. Lost in this place people call earth. And I’m also in love with this place.

My soul is aching dramatically fast. I feel like living a billion years, but in fact – my current age is 22, and hey I’m so young!

Something is changing, deep inside me. And I don’t know what, to be honest. I just can describe that feeling of.. being.. lost and feeling so empty.

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Thank you Alex! Gonna watch it now <3

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Lovesickness … there is also ‘nes’ in ‘lovesickNESs’ ….

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Had a nice evening with Charlotte, omg thank you, girl I really like you!

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Creating some new stuff. With old jeans. And to do handicrafts with a starbucks coffee trumbler.. Used instagram pics.

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Sometimes, when I’m watching every little thing around me, everything seems so pointless.

But I can sense everything perfectly clear.

Hey people, my name is Nes and this is my blog! I'm 22 years old and studying physics in Heinrich Heine university in Düsseldorf/Germany, I was also studying physics in Istanbul/Turkey but I moved back to Germany which is my home. I love drawing, actually its one of my favourite hobby. I also like reading novels, watching movies, playing my PS3, taking photos, of myself and nature, specially nature because I love anything related to nature and everything around the world. I'm sharing a lot of things on nesnes.de and your more then welcome to be a part of it :)