I know my dressing is always..kind of… crazy – or something that not fits together, this is a photo of me in Levis

yummy yummy I’m gonna eat everything up!

(this photo!!!! Haha, I totally look very ugly, just for fun!!! Haha!)

Yes you can believe your eyes, I can eat many different dishes in the same time! Today I was shopping in Istinye Park (Sariyer Istanbul), and this is what I ate… italian food, spaghetti pomodoro and a special legumes-salad, and after I also ate a lot of sushi.. Kappa Maki (My favorite sushi!!!!) and special Vegetable-roll!!! :)

this is the first time I tasted almond-drink, it tastes very…hmmm the flavour is very intense, it’s almost almond :D Haha! And there is something new.. organic tofu hamburger! Finally they also sell something like this in turkey, too! :) I’m happy about it, on sunday I’m gonna retaste it :)

I love sushico, this is the place where I order my favorite sushis (in Turkey Sushi is not much expensive, like in Germany.. hell! It’s more trouble making sushi by yourself, in this way it’s getting more expensive, really! And this was my bentobox, full with kappa maki, avocado maki (is that right?) and california rolls :)) IT WAS SO DAMN DELICIOUS!!! WANNA EAT MORE SUSHI, I LOVE SUSHI!!! (with vegetables, of course ;))

I still remember, how crazy obsessed I was when it cames about powerpuffgirls. My favorite character was always Buttercup, I drew a lot of fanarts of this cartoon! :)))

it was a weird day, and I don’t feel so happy about it. I’m angry about someone, someone stupid beside the point, (it’s something about business..damn)

What I learned today, okay I learned it many times before, is that there is no “humanity” in our world, there is not“being human”, all this is our imagination, not more, not less. It’s not importaint, of course how can something fictitious be importaint?! Makes no sense. What importaint is, is money. Money, and yeah I’m also not against it! It’s right, the right way. Even though I don’t like this way.. I’m not thinking this way, I’m an outsider. I always was an outsider.

You can try to be the honest, helpful, hopeful, but if it cames to money, you have no chance.

I know that noone is going to love me because I’m me, still Nes. People loves you because of your doing, not what you really are, it’s all because of your activitys or goods and services, or benefits. And this is okay, ’cause I can handle with it. somehow!

nevermind, good night to everyone :) And enjoy the snow (in my photos!) I’m going to take a shower now.. after that crazy snowball fight :) But it