like a garden
being amazed is nothing bad. But it’s bad trying to trust someone you don’t know. And never forget, people can’t be nice to other strange people, if they do, there must be always a hidden agenda. More »
these days
there must happen a significant wonder, but these kind of things could only happen in movies,sadly. -But my positive half says, is this, our life, where and what we are living now, actually, not the biggest wonder?? :) More »
Better to be a tease than a sleaze.
Between guys I\\\'m not a \\\"girl\\\". I just think like a boy. EVERYWHERE! NO MATTER WHAT! I\\\'m not looking forward to date some guys, I just wanna eat food. More »
Happy Birthday to Nes :)
now I’m turning 20…… you’re kidding me? I’m not a teenager anymore, and I don’t feel different than before.. nevermind :) this was my birthday cake, but it’s truly a japanese christmas cake :D I know it’s not christmas but.. More »
fucked yellow
I shouldn\\\\\\\'t think about the time after.. I use to think about now, about this current moment. Cause the day after will come.. someday, which means it doesnt make sense to think about it. Goooddamn, just stop thinking at all.. More »
it’s time to relax and watch some movies again..
yeah, which of these should I watch next? I mean.. yes it’s sadly right, I never watchef Sherlock Holmes, Valentines Day, Sex in the City 2 and Avatar – the last Airbende Movie before.. hmmm I also don’t know why, maybe it’s because I was still working or doing other stupid things and so there was no time for watching these movies… but we can change it NOW :)
Last week I watched The Wrestler and My best friends Girl.
The Wrestler was.. amazing. (I love wrestling. My favorite wrestler is Mick Foley! By the way!) I mean the way how they filmed the daily routine of the protagonist Randy the Ram was.. too great. I mean, okay he was a famous wrestler, and he has many fans left and people still know him. But the reality is different, he has nothing, – and also nothing to lose. While watching this movie, I was very affected..
My Best friends girl was funny but also good. I also like these kinds of movies, and I like Kate Hudson, she’s a great actress :) And I liked that fucking asshole XD Haha!
neko neko neko daisukiyoooo :D
Can you guess who is the owner of these starbucks coffees (with soymilk)?? and also that bag over? :)
aren’t they cute? I was amazed, and I love to take photos of animals, they are special, and the photos are always amazing! Am I the only person who thinks this way?
don’t need words, and yes Banu I posted your photo on nesnes.de without asking you! I’m bad, I guess!
‘Where are you from gurl?!’ – ‘It’s near Dortmund… Iserlohn, you know this town? It’s pretty small..’
this is by lilo :)
Who is Lilo? She’s one of my most trusted friends I ever had. And I’m grateful to have a friend like her.. I know it sounds funny but the time between us stays still, it doesn’t matter ow far we are or how long its been that we had talked, hmm I can’t describe it but the friendship is magical!
And of course, I love the way how she can draw!
Marmara University & Istanbul University
I’M NOT A FAN OF GALATASARAY! Just wear that for Fun! I prefer Fenerbahce
Welcome to my personal website! My name is Nes, my hometown is Essen, Germany - but currently I live in Istanbul, Turkey! In my blog I'm going to share everything (okay not everything but the most things) out of my life. And you can also be a part of it! ;) 
